Life in one-liners.

It's a new year, it's a new life.
This is my almost 19 years of experience, living in this world. concise in one-liners.
Tweeted some of them before.
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In life..
giving up is okay, as long as you know you won't.

In life..
you have to choose your battle, because not every battle is worth fighting.

In life..
your family describe a lot about your true self. I'm a proud daughter.

In life..
"aim for 10, because when you fall, at least you got a 9 or an 8."
- my elementary school math teacher.

In life..
bad things happen, even to good people. Don't live on the edge, you're too close from falling.

In life..
be grateful for every pieces of your broken heart.
Each of them were torn to make you stronger and wiser.

In life..
just because you talk more, doesn't always mean you impact more.

In life..
dirty addiction and dirty sins don't make you a dirty man.
Grace and mercy are always there, doing their best job to clean you up.

In life..
know what you want, you're one step ahead everybody else already.

In life..
heavy make up and fancy clothes can't guarantee security and healthy self-image.

In life..
you will find so many people focusing on what is right or what is wrong, but the greatest question you should ask is.. what is wise? - Andy Stanley

In life..
friends come and go. But, those who are in the same direction with you will stay.

In life..
you have to enjoy every moment, because time really is the meanest bitch.

In life..
People try so hard to be different, yet they dress up, act, talk, very alike.

In life..
high school dramas never end, but only those with such boring life hoping they could be the queen someday.

In life..
harsh defensive words can't disguise broken and bitter heart. *slap to my own face*

In life..
You'll go study overseas just to realize home is where your heart and head truly belong.

In life..
A great community will lead you to a great future.
Big thanks to them, i know i have a bright one.

In life..
your heart will get broken so many times you stopped keeping track. But it's all because you just haven't met the right one yet. you will.
(Paraphrasing Mr. Buble)

In life..
You'll eventually ask,
"Why do all good things come to an end?"
I can give you an answer. Bear in your mind..
"Because better things are on their way, ready to replace."

This is how i see my life.
how do you see yours?
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Posted this on my facebook note, got amazing feedback,

*which were oddly sent personally, not on the comments.*

Few people tweeted the lines, and some of them are just so supportive.

"kinda miss your writing."

"been awhile since i saw your words like this."

"Bring your laptop tomorrow to Spore, and write the new note immediately please."

they say.

Ah, too bad i'm gonna be so darn busy for the next upcoming months.

Gonna let my faithful readers down for a bit. LOL.

Anyway, gonna add another line.

"What is life.. really..

without people who are always there, supporting your passion?"

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

HURAAAH!!

In 2010,

i would like to feel again :)

Time to break up this numbness.

I sensed that this year is gonna be uhmahzing.

Can't wait for Your surprise.

2009, to be frank, you suck. Goodbye.

Off i go to another party,

muSHAdool.

Yes, we are indeed big time dreamers.

30 Desember, 2009, 11.19 P.M.

An oath, a pact, was made between pink piggy and black piggy.

Yes yes, call us so dreamy, call us naive,

call us "they-still-dunno-how-tough-real-world-is"

But i, we, believe in the power of dreams, and prayers.

I will definitely remember today.

Like i tweeted few days ago,

"If i'm going to be someone, someday,

i believe it's all because of the great people around me."

Off i go,

the-very-excited-about-2010, muSHAdool.

Quote of the day.

"Don't blame other people for running too fast,

better think why you don't run fast enough."

-muSHAdool-

Quote of the day.

Tweeted this today.

"Dreams are to lovers as wine is to friends.

Carried through lifetimes, spilled now and then."

Or in its original language,

"Les rêves des amoureux sont comm’(e) le bon vin
Ils donn(ent) de la joie ou bien du chagrin."

Camille - Le festin.

And oh yeah,

i'm a sucker for french and jazz.

and google translate.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Day 3: A boy and a girl, just like i wanted.

I only saw this..

Dunno what it means.

I'm still 18, so not ready for a marriage. Not even ready for a boyfriend.

But i guess..

it's always good to know my future is bright :)

and that's... day 3.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Someday, i will :)

Have you ever loved a song so much you feel like posting the lyric everywhere?

So, here it is. The song of my life. Period.

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I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

I just... haven't met you yet.

Whatta a lyric, Mr. Buble.

off i go,

muSHAdool.

Day 2: "Ur vision should fit in a size S t-shirt." - P. Pringle.

Was just watching a movie,

then, an indescribable thirst and hunger came.

"Get a pen, and a paper."

"Write it down."

and that's... day 2.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Day 1 : Xmas Tree.

I saw a 5 years old me..

decorating a Christmas tree,

humming the Christmas songs,

hanging the finest decoration on the tree.

Then, he came.

He helped me hanging the decoration on the tree,

He smiled.

So happy seeing his daughter excited for Christmas.

Suddenly, i looked back.

There were my friends, all of them.

Wearing a Christmas' hat and they were all so happy.

So happy because it's Christmas. As happy as i am.

They shouted, "MERRY XMAS!!"

The girls hugged me, the boys shook my hand.

Then, i saw my family.

They got me Christmas gifts. The well-wrapped gifts.

Then, they were all gone.

I was left alone, alone with him.

He said, "Sit here."

I sat on his lap, put my hand around his neck,

and hoping to hear some wonderful stories.

He asked, "What do you want for Christmas from me?"

I pretended like i have to think about it first.

I already know exactly what i want for this greatest day of the year.

Then i answered, "Just... a clearer vision. from you."

He smiled, and simply said, "you got it."

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I opened my eyes.

Tears were all over. Blissful tears.

There's nothing but gratefulness and joy inside.

and that's... just day 1.

Early Merry Xmas to you all.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Oh how i hate you, dreadful nights.

Vague.

Blur.

Unsure.

Skeptical.

Denial.

Hesitant.

These words make one simple line:

It still hurts.

People say, time heals.

any wounds.

Well, time didn't do a pretty good job. not to me.

But i'll be fine.

Yes, i freaking will.

Prayer(s),

i count on you.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Trip by road.

Went to the "Great Ocean Road" few days ago,

and these are the awesome pics i took.

View from the top.

The famous "12 Apostle" rocks.

The not-so-famous "muSHAdool" ;p

Fish and chips OZ style and size.

SO CUTE!

The beautiful sunset above the cliff.

Lesson?

1. You might think you're big, you might think you have it all, but who are you compared to one big world?

2. God's awesome. Enough said.

Off i go,

the road-trip-lover muSHAdool.

One word: Thankful.

"Thanks for your idea! I got an A in my assignment!"

"I had a dream last night. I can see you finally get your dream job!"

"Promise, we will be good friends always."

"Oh come on, from the way you write, your dream job is a perfect fit for you!"

"Come home quick, we miss you." - said gazillion people.

"When it comes to passion, it's always good to be specific."

"You'll be used by Him greatly one day. you are a blessing to us."

"One day, you'll cry because you're too happy."

"Dear me, always a pleasure talking to you."

(obviously it wasn't me who said this ;p)

Dear the great people around me,

you may not remember you once said this to me,

but it surely meant the world for me.

i thank God for you.

and

I love you.

Hope to see you soon!

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

like a "paranormal activity"

I'm no horror movie fan. I get scared easily.

and i don't get the idea why people would bother to watch it and have their own trouble sleeping at night.

But today, i (kinda) watched one, because a peer pressure,

and i didn't have trouble with it.

because little that people know..

there's one thing, one feeling, that's wayyyy more scary and more frustrating than any horror movie.

it haunts me like crazy.

Holiday oh holiday..

my current muse:

Cafe world. Be my neighbors.

Holiday. It makes you less cool.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Quote of the day.

I posted this on my Twitter a week ago,

"Many people think they're different, but at the end, they end up being part of the crowd." 

(Andy Stanley)

Being different than crowd is bloody hard.

But who says it's an impossible thing to do?

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

In awe.

"Just because people disappointed you many times,
doesn't mean I will."

"Just because they come and go,

doesn't mean I will leave you."

"Just because you shouldn't rely on people,

doesn't mean you can't trust Me."

"Lean not to your own understanding and I will make your path clear."

Well-said, King.

Well.. said.

Off i go,

Fatty Queen.

Movie: the least boring teacher.

Like i told my friend few days ago,

"i watch movies to learn."

and movies also seems never failed to give me new insight and valuable lesson.

This time..

the teacher is..

WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS!

It's not this got-drunk-and-got-married-in-vegas scene,

or this..

but it's basically a scene when the slutty ehem cougar ehem sorry! what's her name? oh cameron diaz and ashton kutcher finally wants to stay married after they realized they're in love and yada yada yada..

CC (Cougar Camy): "For so long, i've always tried to please everybody. But by not trying to please you, i think i finally become myself again."

It just struck me that that's what i, you, and most of us been doing.

We always try to please everybody.

We always think that we're not good enough.

I actually took a personality test on blogthings

and the result showed that yes, i always wanted to please my family and friends.

I don't care about other people, i only care about them.

But i suddenly realize,

it's not possible.

I am human,

you are too. 

(Unless you're a frog and you can read this, it's a totally different issue.)

and human make mistakes.

we're allowed to make mistakes.

We can't please everybody. We.. just can't.

Trying so hard to please everybody is TIRING.

I've done it 18 years. Couldn't be more tiring.

So, now i'm gonna go to sleep, take a rest.

Not gonna worry about other people.

I'm not afraid to make mistakes.

because no mistakes, no learning.

Like this very cliche but yet so true statement,

Be yourself. :)

People might not like you,

but it's their loss. really.

"Don't let people to tell you who you are, you tell them!"

- Serena Van der Woodsen to Blair Waldorf.

You know you love me,

xoxo,

Gay Guy

ups

Gay Girl

ups

muSHAdool.

Quote of the day

"A person starts dying,

when they stop dreaming." 

Brian Williams.

Well, according to that quote, I'm pretty much very alive.

How about you? :)

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

My sweet mess.

If there's one word to describe my room, my current room, that would be..

Messy.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Oh too much dramaaa!

One thing for sure:

High school drama never ends.

You may not wear the uniform again,

but the drama will never stop.

You can live your life normally,

never intended to make a scene.

But, yet, those people with such a boring life, swoop their way in and made a scene.

Their life is so boring that they have to talk about their friends to make their life a bit better.

Well..

It's a good thing that we don't hang out anymore.

Coz i don't hang out with junks nor backstabber.

and i, myself, have a pretty interesting life :)

And unlike you,

i don't like to backstab my friends. 

One question though..

If you keep on trash-talking your friends,

who will end up become your friends? your real friends?

Don't end up lonely, dear... That's sad.  So sad.

Toodles!

Off i go,

muSHAdool.