You only reap what you sow.

Met up with a long-time-no-see friend of mine.

"I still remember, you asked me one day, "why don't you sing??"

she said.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SLehLafXgU

It's her first single on her first album.

Sow good words,

who knows one day you'll see one of your dearest friends winning an Oscar.

Off i go,

very dreamy muSHAdool.

Faith is taking a step with eyes closed.

"You will get married at 28 years old."

"You will be different than your sisters."

"You will lead an enjoyable life."

"Your future husband is so handsome."

"Your career will be so good, and so is your marriage life."

"I saw you, got the job you wanted."

Won't tell you what this is.

but one thing for sure,

this is not dreams.

Not mine.

6 confirmation in two days. wowza!

well, the lines of the day would be..

"Don't worry, dear. you're doing too great for such a young age."

&

"No matter what it is, i'm always here. to support you."

Off i go,

the VERY grateful and VERY humbled muSHAdool.

Life in one-liners.

It's a new year, it's a new life.
This is my almost 19 years of experience, living in this world. concise in one-liners.
Tweeted some of them before.
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In life..
giving up is okay, as long as you know you won't.

In life..
you have to choose your battle, because not every battle is worth fighting.

In life..
your family describe a lot about your true self. I'm a proud daughter.

In life..
"aim for 10, because when you fall, at least you got a 9 or an 8."
- my elementary school math teacher.

In life..
bad things happen, even to good people. Don't live on the edge, you're too close from falling.

In life..
be grateful for every pieces of your broken heart.
Each of them were torn to make you stronger and wiser.

In life..
just because you talk more, doesn't always mean you impact more.

In life..
dirty addiction and dirty sins don't make you a dirty man.
Grace and mercy are always there, doing their best job to clean you up.

In life..
know what you want, you're one step ahead everybody else already.

In life..
heavy make up and fancy clothes can't guarantee security and healthy self-image.

In life..
you will find so many people focusing on what is right or what is wrong, but the greatest question you should ask is.. what is wise? - Andy Stanley

In life..
friends come and go. But, those who are in the same direction with you will stay.

In life..
you have to enjoy every moment, because time really is the meanest bitch.

In life..
People try so hard to be different, yet they dress up, act, talk, very alike.

In life..
high school dramas never end, but only those with such boring life hoping they could be the queen someday.

In life..
harsh defensive words can't disguise broken and bitter heart. *slap to my own face*

In life..
You'll go study overseas just to realize home is where your heart and head truly belong.

In life..
A great community will lead you to a great future.
Big thanks to them, i know i have a bright one.

In life..
your heart will get broken so many times you stopped keeping track. But it's all because you just haven't met the right one yet. you will.
(Paraphrasing Mr. Buble)

In life..
You'll eventually ask,
"Why do all good things come to an end?"
I can give you an answer. Bear in your mind..
"Because better things are on their way, ready to replace."

This is how i see my life.
how do you see yours?
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Posted this on my facebook note, got amazing feedback,

*which were oddly sent personally, not on the comments.*

Few people tweeted the lines, and some of them are just so supportive.

"kinda miss your writing."

"been awhile since i saw your words like this."

"Bring your laptop tomorrow to Spore, and write the new note immediately please."

they say.

Ah, too bad i'm gonna be so darn busy for the next upcoming months.

Gonna let my faithful readers down for a bit. LOL.

Anyway, gonna add another line.

"What is life.. really..

without people who are always there, supporting your passion?"

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Yes, we are indeed big time dreamers.

30 Desember, 2009, 11.19 P.M.

An oath, a pact, was made between pink piggy and black piggy.

Yes yes, call us so dreamy, call us naive,

call us "they-still-dunno-how-tough-real-world-is"

But i, we, believe in the power of dreams, and prayers.

I will definitely remember today.

Like i tweeted few days ago,

"If i'm going to be someone, someday,

i believe it's all because of the great people around me."

Off i go,

the-very-excited-about-2010, muSHAdool.

Day 3: A boy and a girl, just like i wanted.

I only saw this..

Dunno what it means.

I'm still 18, so not ready for a marriage. Not even ready for a boyfriend.

But i guess..

it's always good to know my future is bright :)

and that's... day 3.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Someday, i will :)

Have you ever loved a song so much you feel like posting the lyric everywhere?

So, here it is. The song of my life. Period.

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I'm not surprised.
Not everything lasts.
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in.
I talk myself out.
I get all worked up, then I let myself down.

I tried so very hard not to lose it.
I came up with a million excuses.
I thought I thought of every possibility.

And I know someday that it'll all turn out.
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out.
And promise you, kid, that I'll give so much more than I get.
I just haven't met you yet.

I might have to wait.
I'll never give up.
I guess it's half timing,
And the other half's luck.
Wherever you are.
Whenever it's right.
You'll come out of nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And baby your love is gonna change me.
And now I can see every possibility.

They say all's fair.
In love and war.
But I won't need to fight it.
We'll get it right and,
We'll be united.

And I know that we can be so amazing.
And being in your life is gonna change me.
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmm.

I just... haven't met you yet.

Whatta a lyric, Mr. Buble.

off i go,

muSHAdool.

Day 2: "Ur vision should fit in a size S t-shirt." - P. Pringle.

Was just watching a movie,

then, an indescribable thirst and hunger came.

"Get a pen, and a paper."

"Write it down."

and that's... day 2.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Day 1 : Xmas Tree.

I saw a 5 years old me..

decorating a Christmas tree,

humming the Christmas songs,

hanging the finest decoration on the tree.

Then, he came.

He helped me hanging the decoration on the tree,

He smiled.

So happy seeing his daughter excited for Christmas.

Suddenly, i looked back.

There were my friends, all of them.

Wearing a Christmas' hat and they were all so happy.

So happy because it's Christmas. As happy as i am.

They shouted, "MERRY XMAS!!"

The girls hugged me, the boys shook my hand.

Then, i saw my family.

They got me Christmas gifts. The well-wrapped gifts.

Then, they were all gone.

I was left alone, alone with him.

He said, "Sit here."

I sat on his lap, put my hand around his neck,

and hoping to hear some wonderful stories.

He asked, "What do you want for Christmas from me?"

I pretended like i have to think about it first.

I already know exactly what i want for this greatest day of the year.

Then i answered, "Just... a clearer vision. from you."

He smiled, and simply said, "you got it."

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I opened my eyes.

Tears were all over. Blissful tears.

There's nothing but gratefulness and joy inside.

and that's... just day 1.

Early Merry Xmas to you all.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Trip by road.

Went to the "Great Ocean Road" few days ago,

and these are the awesome pics i took.

View from the top.

The famous "12 Apostle" rocks.

The not-so-famous "muSHAdool" ;p

Fish and chips OZ style and size.

SO CUTE!

The beautiful sunset above the cliff.

Lesson?

1. You might think you're big, you might think you have it all, but who are you compared to one big world?

2. God's awesome. Enough said.

Off i go,

the road-trip-lover muSHAdool.

One word: Thankful.

"Thanks for your idea! I got an A in my assignment!"

"I had a dream last night. I can see you finally get your dream job!"

"Promise, we will be good friends always."

"Oh come on, from the way you write, your dream job is a perfect fit for you!"

"Come home quick, we miss you." - said gazillion people.

"When it comes to passion, it's always good to be specific."

"You'll be used by Him greatly one day. you are a blessing to us."

"One day, you'll cry because you're too happy."

"Dear me, always a pleasure talking to you."

(obviously it wasn't me who said this ;p)

Dear the great people around me,

you may not remember you once said this to me,

but it surely meant the world for me.

i thank God for you.

and

I love you.

Hope to see you soon!

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Holiday oh holiday..

my current muse:

Cafe world. Be my neighbors.

Holiday. It makes you less cool.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Quote of the day.

I posted this on my Twitter a week ago,

"Many people think they're different, but at the end, they end up being part of the crowd." 

(Andy Stanley)

Being different than crowd is bloody hard.

But who says it's an impossible thing to do?

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Oh too much dramaaa!

One thing for sure:

High school drama never ends.

You may not wear the uniform again,

but the drama will never stop.

You can live your life normally,

never intended to make a scene.

But, yet, those people with such a boring life, swoop their way in and made a scene.

Their life is so boring that they have to talk about their friends to make their life a bit better.

Well..

It's a good thing that we don't hang out anymore.

Coz i don't hang out with junks nor backstabber.

and i, myself, have a pretty interesting life :)

And unlike you,

i don't like to backstab my friends. 

One question though..

If you keep on trash-talking your friends,

who will end up become your friends? your real friends?

Don't end up lonely, dear... That's sad.  So sad.

Toodles!

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Push!

Hmm.. still about movies..

this time is..

(I kinda don't like the poster,

 i thought it was like another "Nim's island" or something.)

This movie is very recommended to those who love "Heroes" TV series.

It's still about few people with special abilities and they're on a mission, bala bala balaaaaa.. 

Chris Evans is SO HOOTTTT! No wonder he was "the fire guy" on the Fantastic Four.

Dakota Fanning.. hm.. still need comment? Of course she was good.

Well, 

what i learned?

In order to run, or even fell on your knees,

you just need one push.

Push could be a good one, or a bad one.

I can't say this enough..

Your friend, your surroundings give you influence more than you know.

Once again..

Don't be too nice,

be wise.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Quotes of the day.

Watched these on saturday.

"Keep your eyes open, you'll get an inspiration from everywhere." - Grace Koddington.

"Don't be too nice, you'll lose." - Grace Koddington.

If i might add from what Grace Koddington, the creative director of VOGUE US said..

"Being wise is better than (just) being nice." - muSHAdool ;p

And also, from this documentary movie, i learned something..

They, the mighty successful people had a dream when they were at my age.

17, 18, 20..

One simple thing to do if you want to be successful: Have a dream.

Do you have a dream? I have. I'm working on it.

"Don't forget those people who have supported you and brought you to this level." - Kak Yuda.

I loved one busy day.

Toldcha, i'm ready to get back in the game :)

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

What i love from birthdays... THE GIFTS! :)

"You have great friends."

They say.

The gifts!

Not the maker nor the creator. Yet, the poser.

"You look good," said him.

My almost-10-years bestie :)

They rocked my high school! and.. until college of course. :)

Peeps who rocked my night!

"I'm so blessed knowing you for about one year and more! I like to see your friendliness and your passion in reaching your goals! 

I can see that God is working in your life. Continue your walk with Him!

Be wise, be cool, be careful, be nice, be humble, be awesome, BE VENISHA TJIE! Happy birthday."

Mrs. Spare.

"Thanks for being my best friend for the last 10 years. I've been looking for a good friend for 17 years, and no one can compared to you. Thanks for not being such a hypocrite, thanks for never stabbing my back, you always share everything with me. Including fat. Haha.

Once again, thanks for the friendship. Happy birthday.

A friend is the one who walks in when others walk out."

Mrs. Bitchy. hihi.

I do.

But then again, likes attract likes :)

Give, then you'll be given. 

Invest everything, every time, every day, in your loved ones, 

they'll make your birthday unforgettable :)

I am one lucky 18 years old girl.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

It's no Oscars but meant a lot :)

Well well well.. Look what i got! Got this award from my girl, Winno my fashion bitch! :)

Award Meaning:
Tutorit Friendship is an award that we give for blog that you think really inspire you and really friendly


Homework to Special Friends :

1. Make a posting about this award
2. Mention who give you this award
3. Gift this award to your best friends or people who inspire you.
4. go to their blog and tell them you have award for them.
5. Do the same thing like who gave you this award.
6. copy and paste from "Begin Copy" until "End Copy" at your own blog


SOOOO now it's my chance to pass along this award toooo my very own fellas' blog that inspire me a lot in many ways :)

This award goes toooooo *DRUM ROLL, PLEASE!!*

Winno Prasetyo herself. 

Henry Gerson 

Larasati Silalahi

Irene Renata 

You can copy paste this to your blog as well :) 

orr give the award back to me. Feel free to do so! LOL.

Off i go,

muSHAdool

Math? Say what??

Today, my bit*h asked me for a help.

She was given this project by her teacher, 

which she basically has to make a poem..

about MATH and NATION.

As a math-hater i am, my first respond was:

WTH?????

Haha. Couldn't think of a better respond. 

Well, she already did the first lines.

It sounded like this,

Do we learn math to add the dead' sum?

Subtract the weak ones,

count cash for great ones?

Shall we multiply or divide the nation?

Break down like fractions,

Send our sons away to die?

At first i was like, whoaaaaa too many language i don't understand! 

Math language is not a human language! haha.

But i thought it was already good.

So as a media and communication student i am,

or a girl who updates her blog pretty often (yes, i do realize this. haha)

I told her..

"There's too many information you put in one stanza. (the paragraph in poem, just googled it haha). If there's too much info already, you can't write anything else.

Break it down. 

Like for example, you can talk about "multiply" or "subtract" first. 

"Subtract the money for those who in need, 

not for those who can only sit in government seats and do nothing."

or

"Should the nation multiply the wars and multiply those who died?

Multiply the blood?

Multiply the tears shed?

Multiply the family who worried sick over night and day,

waiting for their love ones to come home?"

Long story short,

She used this for her poem :)

Hm, moral of the day..

Everybody must have their "thing."

No! i don't mean in erotic kind of way.

I mean, 

there's always something that you really good at.

Singing? Dancing? Taking good photos? Teaching? Writing? or even just.. Smiling?

Whatever it is,

whatever your "thing" is,

use it for good.

Be a blessing. 

For those who in need.

Coz also last time i checked,

self-centered people don't have too many friends.

Self-less people do. =)

Off i go,

muSHAdool. 

my God.. get over it already! or at least get new cover!

Time for another media talk!

Is it just me or these news are way too much?

1. Michael Jackson's news.

I know he's dead and all, he's a legend, king of pop, such and such.

It was ok at first. World is mourning, i know.

But..

I've had enough seeing his pics. It's almost 2 weeks now.

Still all over the news, internet, magazine cover(ssssssssssssssss).

Sssstt,  I once had nightmare because of his gazilion scary pics. ;p

Err.. i also heard there's like hundreds of people who killed themselves because their "idol" passed away.

Man, what a stupid and by stupid i mean VERY STUPID way to end your precious life!

However, it's still such a loss.

Rest in peace, Mr Jacko. Wacko Jacko ;p

You'll be remembered always. Not by me, though. I still need sleep. haha.

2. Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart's on-and-off love story.

Two words: BITE me! 

3. Brad Pitt's and Angelina Jolie's (un)happy (not)marriage life.

Well, Mr Pitt..

Two advices for you and your family:

1. Take off your shirt more often in public.

2. Leave the bitch and go back to Jen Aniston.

Problem solved.

4. Dramas, conflicts, fashionable life of the Beckhams.

Well, this one is still ok. Coz me likey them ;p

Choose, David. It's Becks or Beckinsale!

or Sasha!

haha.

Extra credits for you if you can find another story besides these 4 on these covers below!

  

   

If you found Lindsay Lohan, still not thorough enough. 

Coz she's a media-whore (with a fake tan! duh.) 

I think "Famous" needs new cover. Dontcha think?

But i still love that magz wholheartedly though! The best gossip source ever ;p

Haha, well.. this is fun. Feel free to drop comments. Teehee.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Describe yourself!

Peepz,

If you were once asked to describe yourself in only one word, what would it be?

For me, 

I'd answer,

"Hai, my name is Venisha Tjie or people usually call me Sasha (or call me whatever you want, different group, different nickname for me -_-)

and i am.. crazy."

That would describe me well.

How about you? Give some respond! :)