Waiting for you, sunsh!

"Don't cry... Look, the sky is crying with you."

That's okay,

i'll just learn how to dance in the midst of rain.

If you know sunshine loves you, you won't mind when rain comes.

Rain, hail, storm, they'll eventually come.

Sunshine is just taking a rest,

when he's back, he'll shine so bright, he'll make your skin sparkle.

Not in a Edward Cullen cheesy way tho.

Off i go,

the sunshine lover, muSHAdool.

Too. Random. Day.

I don't normally post something on my blog just about how did my day go.

It's what amateurs bloggers do, and I'm kinda... not. LOL. *self-indulgence*

So... today.

I started my day by asking..

"Is Melbourne really this boring? Nothing new?"

Just like they say...

be careful of what you wish for.

I just had the longest day ever.

Day went normally at the beginning,

had lunch with Nanad, Nita and her mom at Boxhill,

gave them some tour at Boxhill for they are the new Melburnian.

then after few hours we dropped them off at their house.

the day just started for me and my girl.

we were sitting in the tram, listening to our own ipod,

our very different-on-the-inside ipod,

but then.. suddenly..

Our tram hit the brake because it crashed a car.

I've lived here for about a year,

and this is THE FIRST accident i personally experienced.

FYI, in Australia, accidents really are accidents.

it's not like back in my hometown, Indonesia,

where accidents are like every journalists' secondly consumption.

Accidents happen too often, sometimes i feel bad for not feeling bad.

Then,

we arrived at the City, we were heading to a friend's apartment.

we got lost, pretty much.

until finally we've arrived,

we... got locked in the emergency exit.

Ah..

i'm too tired to explain why the hell we got locked.

story short, i just glad i didn't let my girl go home earlier.

because if she wasn't there, probably now i'm still locked.

the sweaty, signal-less, clueless me.

THEN...

(yes the story still continues)

when we arrived at the apartment,

our 2 guy-friends were there, laughing their ass off because we were too stupid,

we got lost, then we got locked. yes, it's very laughable. dang it.

then, one of the guys went into the toilet and left his computer unattended,

what two crazy girls did?

yes, we sneaked around.

What we discovered that day about our 2 guy friends:

Internet history: Asian Porn Video.

Internet porn stored at their harddisk: 70 GB.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

I know this might be very usual for you but it's not for us!!

This porn stuff really freaked us out ;p

Oh.. guys always will be guys.

So, in the nutshell, two points today:

1. Be careful what you wish for.

2. Never look into someone's personal computer, knowing too much is stressing!

hahaha. anyway,

i just glad that even stupid prayer got answered ;)

Off i go,

the very random muSHAdool.

my current muse: ALPHABEAT.

singing... YOUUUUUUUU, YOUUU TURN ME UPSIDE DOWNNNN,

WHENEVER YOU'RE AROUUUUNDDDDD.

i'm all about artsy stuff,

artsy music,

artsy hotties are very welcome ;p

off i go,

muSHAdool.

Say.. what???

Have you.... ever felt like...

your life resemble other person's life,

too many

too scary

too uncanny??

A brief update,

i successfully enrolled to Bachelor of Arts program (as you know, Creative and Professional Writing major) in Deakin University, Melbourne.

Hoping i could be a writer one day, through my next 2 years of study.

so... i took a class, core unit, i have to take it.

guess... what....

It's the same class that this person once took,

WRITING: FINDING A VOICE.

That's the class she once took (in Ugly Betty TV series season 1),

and the class i'm taking now.

Same subject. Same pronunciation.

So.. once again,

Have you.... ever felt like...

your life resemble other person's life,

too many

too scary

too uncanny??

although i don't believe in coincidences. Everything in this world made, discovered, created, only for a great purpose.

Off i go,

la betty muSHAdool.

Bye blonde bitch, hello redhead.

Still in the spirit of Chinese New Year,

i dyed my hair red.

What do you think? Is it good?

Of course it is. *Self-indulgence*

Off i go,

redheaded muSHAdool.

Gifted and would like to be a gift.

Yeay.

Got a magnificent gift!!

I know it's still an early stage,

but i'll train, work, practice harder.

for good. and for good only.

Ready for another mission!

Ahiiiiiiiiyyyyyyyyyyyy!

P.S: Happy Valentine's Day plus Chinese New Year to you all!

TRP - Totally Random Post.

B says: (12:18:47 AM)

stabbed, randomness, lenje2 people. i cant imagine your life.

Sasha says: (12:27:33 AM)

now you know why I HAVE to be a bitch, right?

Well, not that kind.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Bye (again)!

After a FRIKIN FUNTASTIC good 10 days in Spore,

i will be off again for another 10 days,

to the land of Sura and Baya.

Pigging out is guaranteed at this wonderfully hot city.

Oh goodbye hot bikini body with sexy tattoo on my hip.

The picture is getting blur-er than ever.

Off i go,

sad piggy muSHAdool.

OFF I GO!

Enjoy the last posting.

Wouldn't be able to post in upcoming days, or even weeks.

Off to the land of SINful engLISH with fellas,

muSHAdool.

Life in one-liners.

It's a new year, it's a new life.
This is my almost 19 years of experience, living in this world. concise in one-liners.
Tweeted some of them before.
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In life..
giving up is okay, as long as you know you won't.

In life..
you have to choose your battle, because not every battle is worth fighting.

In life..
your family describe a lot about your true self. I'm a proud daughter.

In life..
"aim for 10, because when you fall, at least you got a 9 or an 8."
- my elementary school math teacher.

In life..
bad things happen, even to good people. Don't live on the edge, you're too close from falling.

In life..
be grateful for every pieces of your broken heart.
Each of them were torn to make you stronger and wiser.

In life..
just because you talk more, doesn't always mean you impact more.

In life..
dirty addiction and dirty sins don't make you a dirty man.
Grace and mercy are always there, doing their best job to clean you up.

In life..
know what you want, you're one step ahead everybody else already.

In life..
heavy make up and fancy clothes can't guarantee security and healthy self-image.

In life..
you will find so many people focusing on what is right or what is wrong, but the greatest question you should ask is.. what is wise? - Andy Stanley

In life..
friends come and go. But, those who are in the same direction with you will stay.

In life..
you have to enjoy every moment, because time really is the meanest bitch.

In life..
People try so hard to be different, yet they dress up, act, talk, very alike.

In life..
high school dramas never end, but only those with such boring life hoping they could be the queen someday.

In life..
harsh defensive words can't disguise broken and bitter heart. *slap to my own face*

In life..
You'll go study overseas just to realize home is where your heart and head truly belong.

In life..
A great community will lead you to a great future.
Big thanks to them, i know i have a bright one.

In life..
your heart will get broken so many times you stopped keeping track. But it's all because you just haven't met the right one yet. you will.
(Paraphrasing Mr. Buble)

In life..
You'll eventually ask,
"Why do all good things come to an end?"
I can give you an answer. Bear in your mind..
"Because better things are on their way, ready to replace."

This is how i see my life.
how do you see yours?
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Posted this on my facebook note, got amazing feedback,

*which were oddly sent personally, not on the comments.*

Few people tweeted the lines, and some of them are just so supportive.

"kinda miss your writing."

"been awhile since i saw your words like this."

"Bring your laptop tomorrow to Spore, and write the new note immediately please."

they say.

Ah, too bad i'm gonna be so darn busy for the next upcoming months.

Gonna let my faithful readers down for a bit. LOL.

Anyway, gonna add another line.

"What is life.. really..

without people who are always there, supporting your passion?"

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

HURAAAH!!

In 2010,

i would like to feel again :)

Time to break up this numbness.

I sensed that this year is gonna be uhmahzing.

Can't wait for Your surprise.

2009, to be frank, you suck. Goodbye.

Off i go to another party,

muSHAdool.