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I failed.

Yes, i did.

Big fat bummer, i know. LoL.

Well, i was at my lowest point, i can't even think clearly.

Inside my head, 'what if i don't pass this subject? What if my parents know about this? What if i can't go home because of this? what if.. what if.. and what if....'

I failed, and i fell.

I was looking for someone who could help me to stand up again.

Yes, i found ones. 

Thanks to my housemate, my senior, the nadyas, my twin.

'I failed once too. That made me more diligent than ever, and so will you!'

'Yes, i even failed twice on that subject. But, i passed. So will you!' 

'Oh dear, sorry to hear that, but you're ok though? I believe you will pass on that subject, babe. Don't worry. So, now, quick! Work on your another assignment!'

'Come on, you can do it.'

Furthermore, (shit, i wrote too many essays)

The highlight of my day,

it came from my twin, or let's say the guy version of me.

Me: Have u ever failed on something?

Him: Yes, sha. Why?

Me: I failed. I was crushed! Sucks!

Him: Hahahahaha. Well sha, people like us, ultimately you, took something from the failure and make something out of it. Have you watched meet the robinsons?

Me: Nah. why?

Him: Yeah, there was a quote ''You learn so much if you fail, but you do learn when you succeed, but only a bit. So, the thing is, keeps failing! ahahahaha'

Me: ahahaha O.M.G.  Seriously, i love you. Dearly. You made my day!!

They all did. 

They made my day.

Thank you.

Really.

and hey You, yes, i know why i failed.

Because, i know sometimes i need to step back in order to jump higher.

or soar higher.

for You :)

Off i go,

muSHAdool.