It's no Oscars but meant a lot :)

Well well well.. Look what i got! Got this award from my girl, Winno my fashion bitch! :)

Award Meaning:
Tutorit Friendship is an award that we give for blog that you think really inspire you and really friendly


Homework to Special Friends :

1. Make a posting about this award
2. Mention who give you this award
3. Gift this award to your best friends or people who inspire you.
4. go to their blog and tell them you have award for them.
5. Do the same thing like who gave you this award.
6. copy and paste from "Begin Copy" until "End Copy" at your own blog


SOOOO now it's my chance to pass along this award toooo my very own fellas' blog that inspire me a lot in many ways :)

This award goes toooooo *DRUM ROLL, PLEASE!!*

Winno Prasetyo herself. 

Henry Gerson 

Larasati Silalahi

Irene Renata 

You can copy paste this to your blog as well :) 

orr give the award back to me. Feel free to do so! LOL.

Off i go,

muSHAdool

Lesson of the day.

Oh thee faithful readers, 

If there's one thing i learned today.. 

Look for a friend who keeps saying,

"Thanks for listening :) It's really nice talking to you!"

even though you are close enough with them, 

when chitty chatty is not really necessary.

but they still keep saying that.

To hell with those who take you for granted,

look for those who treasure you! :)

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Questions.. and answers.

Me and my folks were just hanging out, and suddenly these questions arise.

Q: Since when you become one?

A: Since i was born.

Q: Do you think good people go to heaven? 

Even though let's say they're an... atheist?

A: For me, it's not about being good or bad. But it's about WHO do you believe in.

Q: Why do you believe He exists?

A: He was there when nobody was. My personal experience told me.

Q: But, somehow i don't believe He's the one who created the universe. 

A: Well, you wear a watch yeah?

Q: Uh huh. 

A: You believe someone created that watch?

Q: Yeah. Then?

A: Just because you didn't see or meet the creator of the watch, 

doesn't mean he doesn't exist, eh? 

Q: But, why can't i feel Him?

A: you have no personal relationship.

Q: What if i want to?

A: Find a perfect "field", where you can grow. 

Faith is like a seed, only in perfect "field" it can grow.

Q: Can i go with you sometimes?

A: Sure.

------------------------------------------------------------------------

During your journey,

there will be time when your faith is being asked.

Don't blame the people who asked,

just hush them with the right answer.

I never declare myself religious, (haha heck no)

but i do love thiskindofsomewhatreligious conversation,

and i do love spreading the truth with the ones i love. 

If I'm growing,

I'm taking my folks with me.  :)

"You can get people to listen, 

if you can get their heart first." - Jose Carol

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Math? Say what??

Today, my bit*h asked me for a help.

She was given this project by her teacher, 

which she basically has to make a poem..

about MATH and NATION.

As a math-hater i am, my first respond was:

WTH?????

Haha. Couldn't think of a better respond. 

Well, she already did the first lines.

It sounded like this,

Do we learn math to add the dead' sum?

Subtract the weak ones,

count cash for great ones?

Shall we multiply or divide the nation?

Break down like fractions,

Send our sons away to die?

At first i was like, whoaaaaa too many language i don't understand! 

Math language is not a human language! haha.

But i thought it was already good.

So as a media and communication student i am,

or a girl who updates her blog pretty often (yes, i do realize this. haha)

I told her..

"There's too many information you put in one stanza. (the paragraph in poem, just googled it haha). If there's too much info already, you can't write anything else.

Break it down. 

Like for example, you can talk about "multiply" or "subtract" first. 

"Subtract the money for those who in need, 

not for those who can only sit in government seats and do nothing."

or

"Should the nation multiply the wars and multiply those who died?

Multiply the blood?

Multiply the tears shed?

Multiply the family who worried sick over night and day,

waiting for their love ones to come home?"

Long story short,

She used this for her poem :)

Hm, moral of the day..

Everybody must have their "thing."

No! i don't mean in erotic kind of way.

I mean, 

there's always something that you really good at.

Singing? Dancing? Taking good photos? Teaching? Writing? or even just.. Smiling?

Whatever it is,

whatever your "thing" is,

use it for good.

Be a blessing. 

For those who in need.

Coz also last time i checked,

self-centered people don't have too many friends.

Self-less people do. =)

Off i go,

muSHAdool. 

my God.. get over it already! or at least get new cover!

Time for another media talk!

Is it just me or these news are way too much?

1. Michael Jackson's news.

I know he's dead and all, he's a legend, king of pop, such and such.

It was ok at first. World is mourning, i know.

But..

I've had enough seeing his pics. It's almost 2 weeks now.

Still all over the news, internet, magazine cover(ssssssssssssssss).

Sssstt,  I once had nightmare because of his gazilion scary pics. ;p

Err.. i also heard there's like hundreds of people who killed themselves because their "idol" passed away.

Man, what a stupid and by stupid i mean VERY STUPID way to end your precious life!

However, it's still such a loss.

Rest in peace, Mr Jacko. Wacko Jacko ;p

You'll be remembered always. Not by me, though. I still need sleep. haha.

2. Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart's on-and-off love story.

Two words: BITE me! 

3. Brad Pitt's and Angelina Jolie's (un)happy (not)marriage life.

Well, Mr Pitt..

Two advices for you and your family:

1. Take off your shirt more often in public.

2. Leave the bitch and go back to Jen Aniston.

Problem solved.

4. Dramas, conflicts, fashionable life of the Beckhams.

Well, this one is still ok. Coz me likey them ;p

Choose, David. It's Becks or Beckinsale!

or Sasha!

haha.

Extra credits for you if you can find another story besides these 4 on these covers below!

  

   

If you found Lindsay Lohan, still not thorough enough. 

Coz she's a media-whore (with a fake tan! duh.) 

I think "Famous" needs new cover. Dontcha think?

But i still love that magz wholheartedly though! The best gossip source ever ;p

Haha, well.. this is fun. Feel free to drop comments. Teehee.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Totally random post: my bad boys.

Do you, as a person, have like.. certain issue you always struggle with?

I have.

It's about my personality.

or can i say.. my personalities.

I am naturally a sanguine melancholic.

I may (appear) to be happy while actually i have a lot in my mind going on,

and another "I-don't-act-what-i-feel" stuff.

My personality is actually kinda interesting.

It's very opposite to each other.

Like black is opposite to white,

Like day is opposite to night.

I once read in personality book whatsoever and found out that the combination of my personalities are the most complicated one ;p

It may sound weird but they are best friends. They work well with each other. 

They make each other better coz one's weakness is one's strength, and vice versa.

However, it takes some level of maturity to balance my personalities. You think? :p

Back then, when i was in junior high, you'd see me laughing my ass off at school with my friends, 

but once i finally all by myself in my room, i'd cry. Without no reason. 

Yeah, i was that "weird."

Thank God i'm not that "extreme" anymore. Kinda scary, huh? 

But, actually..

These two personalities i have, helped me a lot in finding true friends. 

Wanna know why?

Because, true friends.. don't only share laughter, but also tears.

True friends can understand why i could be so "wild"

but i also could be so "deep" in thinking.

True friends don't judge. 

Mockery is our enemy.

They see beyond the "cover"

That's why, my love language is quality time.

By spending time, i can see whether my friends are true friends or not.

Well,

i gotta say.

Befriending with my sanguine side is very easy.

It's very friendly and very outgoing.

It's easy to connect with this side of me.

But i come with another side,

This other side of me includes deep thinking, critical thoughts, life subject-related issue, which not so many people can connect with. 

That's why, it's easy for me to find who are my true friends.

Let's just see who can connect with my two bad boys. Both of them. 

Not just one, both.

Even though i'm struggling with these bad boys everyday,

but i'm so grateful having them in my life.

They complete each other. 

They make me see the world and its madness through two different point of views. 

Which not so many people do. :)

Ha ha. This is so random. 

My melancholic and love-to-writing-instead-of-talking side of me is talking ;p

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Speaking LOUDLY to myself!

What's with the traffic jam?

What's with the concerning air pollution?

What's with the sucky public transportation?

What's with the over-capacity population?

 

Say hello to Jakarta.

What's with the uncertain weather? 

What's with the individualism? 

What's with the undercover racism?

What's with the expensive living cost?

Say hello to Melbourne.

What's with the global recession?

What's with the never-ending poverty and hunger?

What's with the people who kill themselves just because their idol just passed away?

What's with the virulent contagious disease?

Say hello to the World.

Nowhere is perfect. 

Nowhere is secure.

I'm still safe,

i still can breathe easily,

i still have enough shelter, food, clothes.

I have no reason not to be grateful.

so should you.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.

Agreed!

"Do not look back and ask why, but look forward and ask why not." - NN

random thoughts :)

Well, been awhile since i updated my blog. Miss writing so much. hehe.

So here we go!

Lots of updates, thoughts, events i want to write :) Bear with me!

1. I got a job-offer, got accepted, and... quit after 2 days of training haha.

Turned out it's one sucky job ;p Enough said.

Moral lesson: i shouldn't rush,  just enjoy my teenage moment. When he says, "not yet." then... not yet. 

2. I didn't have any relationship with any boys (nor girls haha) back in high-school, and yet.. i didn't miss a thing.

I had this conversation with my housemate, and i was asking him whether he already had been in relationship (and how many ;p), and he told me a complete story of his love life, 

he went on and on, til finally i said this,

"You know what, i've never been in relationship before,

i hung out with bunch of guys back in high school, from different groups, 

and we had LOTS OF FUN, we were pure friends.

the best part is.. we are still friends 'til now, 

because we were never involved in some crappy high-school relationship thingy and i didn't have to deal with what-so-called my "ex" haha.

I never had a relationship before, yet i didn't miss a thing :)"

and.. he simply nodded his head, and agreed with me. I know one day, my friends will too.

Lucky i have my older brothers and sisters who watch over me back then (and 'til now).

For me, relationship is meant for 2 "whole" people, who are ready for marriage,

and.. i'm still 17, my age speaks very loud about my readiness for marriage. Ha ha.

3. I miss having a community.

I miss having a DATE. 

4. Melbourne is boring.

At first, i thought Melbourne, or Australia is so much fun, where everything goes very fast, but nyeh.. turns out, it's very slow. Ausi's pace is very slow.

Yes, Melbourne is very artsy (i'll post the pic later) and it's a quite-developed city, 

but plain.. boring. It's good for holiday, not for 3 years (or more) living.

For NYC-minded person like me, Melb is boring. NYAHAHAH. *gaya lo, til!*

5. Blackberry oh blackberry.

I know this phenomenon is only so crazy in Indo (especially) 

i barely found local people in Oz using BB, they use iPhone. Cooler actually.

but seriously, this phenomenon is getting crazier and crazier!!!! 

My mom is now on BB too. Yes, my "gaptek" mom. 

She got it from my "even gaptek-er" dad. 

i really shouldn't underestimate my parents LOL.

Gosh, I even haven't got mine.

6. Grown-up stuff is confusing.

I also had this conversation with my friend about life after i graduated from uni.

Pretty much i have to do these,

-I have to apply for Ausi's permanent resident (PR). 

It costs me $5000 dollars, and if i don't get it, i have to apply for the second chance, for another $5000 dollars, or NOT.

-I have to apply for a job and get it in within a year in Ausi. or NOT.

-Probably my dad will send me to the country i hate the most, and ironically where my grandparents were originally from, China. Haha. or NOT.

-Continue for master degree? or NOT.

What's confusing is (and what i meant by "or not.") 

i don't want to work for a long term in this boring city, and yet i don't want to go back to Indo right after i graduated, coz there's no doubt Indo's salary for fresh-graduate people is.... not good. 

So, the good thing to do is to work here for about 1/2 years first then i go back to Indo, 

again.. or not. 

Well.. you see, i'm pretty much a thinker,

i think about stuff, wayyyyyy too far ahead.

i worry about stuff, wayyyyyy too much.

That's my illness.

I have to relax! Chill! It's only entering my 5th months here, and i still have 2 years to go. i shouldn't have worried this much. 

Many things, wonderful things, could happen, eh?

Like he said, "be a warrior, not a worrier, my dear!"

I really should.

Okay enough thoughts ehem craps. thanks for reading.

Off i go,

muSHAdool.